Natrum Muriaticum.

Introvert , closed, reserved, hides their feelings, avoid company, takes time to open up, heavy like carrying a baggage. Serious, conscientious. When self absorbed, may be impatient and abrupt .Though there can be variations, coz., this is the typical picture of natrums.

Won’t hurt ,don’t want to be hurt ,they get hurt easily . Feel world is terrible, thus build a wall around them.And don’t let anyone in., does not want new person in life , but hold on to old relations.

Dwells into past (brooding) ,recall old grievances (silent grief) ,remember hurt feelings for very long time, Nurture negative emotions, and it becomes habit.and every little trigger brings those negative emotions on surface. End up weeping. Can’t weep in presence of others.(weeps alone). Hate consolation and sympathy, it’ll aggravate the symptoms. Give them time and space to heal. Time is healer.

Never FORGET, never FORGIVE. though they’re not revengeful.

Lack of balance in everything, can be fearful and closed or fearless and open,over affectionate or not interested at all. Imbalance of emotions, wavering mind, indecisive and changeable, swinging moods, unexpected response, unpredictable behavior, erratic responses, (like in bipolar disorder and schizophrenia)

Extreme in everything, extreme laughter, anger, hatred, love, kindness. Can shower excess of love and care, but if something goes wrong. And that’s it. Then they go to extreme of withdrawal (no love /care) . This changeability often expressed as opposite. (like, EXTROVERT -> INTROVERT)

Suppression of emotional pain, it involves a determined forgetting of painful emotions. Only when these suppressed emotions resurface that they can cried out or gotten rid of. because of this, they may become moody or these emotions will sooner or later explode creating breakdown. These emotions are mostly rooted in childhood, because of the unconditional love they didn’t get. And later in their life they learn to shut down their heart. Nat. Mur. Child are full of guilt from very young age and never grow out of it.

The natrum adults are controlled person, to avoid emotions. They like to leave nothing to chance, since, something may go wrong. They like to be in control, and to control others. They’re conservative, and change is threatening. Inflexible. They fear loss of control. And so they don’t get close to people, since, it would arouse feelings, they can’t control. Fear of being rejected. And being abandoned.

They like to be independent. Yet sometimes they seem dependent emotionally. codependency seen in many natrums.

Giving kinda person. They learn to win approval by pleasing others. ‘giveaholics’, they can’t say no. Constantly trying to help others, and they tend to put themselves down, deep down they don’t think very much of themselves. Low self-esteem and sense of worthlessness. Social work attracts them.

Workaholics, they don’t think they worth very much, they kept themselves busy to avoid sense of wretchedness inside. Hate holidays. when can’t work, get irritable and depressed.

They’re perfectionist, though their perfectionism may be global or only apply to certain things. their own performance must be perfect. Organized and efficient. Appearance very important.

Positive thinking, to avoid bad feelings inside. They smile alot, though they’re unhappy. Put on cheerful front. ( people can think them as jovial person) .they have need to feel special. They think themselves to unique and exclusive.they love to believe in something. Will not give up hope.

Laugh over serious matter. Laughing alternates with crying.

They have high morals, feel they have let themselves down, when their behavior falls below their own standards. Honest, trustworthy. Tendency to stick together. Support the team. Man of their words.

Extremely sensitive and refined. Easily wounded by criticism and insults. Can’t bear being laughed at. As a result become introvert and appears stoical and self -reliant. They’re sympathetic. Feel for others and care for them. Self neglect and tendency to apologize often out of guilt.

More prone to depression, feel better when cry, Letting go is hardest thing. Sometimes it manifest as sluggishness and dulness. As a result may sleep alot, eat alot, (comfort eating) , craves solitude, likes to be alone. depression during time of hormonal imbalance.(menses, pregnancy, menopause)

After Disappointed Love, may result in complete lack of reaction. Or prolonged and particularly deep version of natrum shock.

Moral and religious evangelism. Intellectual pride.

Fear of emotional pain, snakes, loosing loved ones, social / parental disapproval. Claustrophobic, fear of attack by men, fear of robbers. Being assaulted and rapped. Fear of crowds and darkness. Restless at night when alone. Recheck all the doors. Tendency to panic attacks.

-> So this is a personality of Natrum Muriaticum person. Though there may seen variations.. I tried to cover most of the characteristics. There are also different types of Natrum Muriaticum personalities. I’ll definitely write about it someday.

Well I probably think, Sushantsingh Rajput was Natrum Muriaticum, well it’s my opinion….